mara - please please please PLEASE don't tell on me for feigning illness. i worried myself sick all day about how everyone would know that i wasn't really ill, and i just can't worry any more.

karma has been interesting lately. i was pulled over for my first time EVER this evening because i was stuck in traffic, couldn't clear the intersection before my light changed, and blocked traffic a little. the cop was very apologetic for having pulled me over, and said he had been ordered to pull over every such incident that he witnessed at that particular intersection.

six hours later i was rear-ended while driving fran and myself to the rainbo. fuck. my bumper has a hole in it, and my truck is slightly fucked. the gentleman who hit me was clearly high, tried to claim it was my fault for obeying the changing signal, and failed to follow me to the police station to file a report. he WILL be paying for 100% of my damages, even if i have to take him to small claims court. once agian, the police involved in the situation were very kind. CPD rules.

so one bad thing = i deserve one good thing? maybe? maybe a new job? dear god lets hope. i REALLY wish i would have gone to church on christmas eve now.